Nothing 4 Nothing

I hate myself because I'm not a talker. I had the opportunity to meet some new neighbors today but all I did was wave a 'hello'. I never liked to talk just for the sake of hearing my own voice. I'm not interested in hearing what people I don't even know are doing. Some might think that I'm aloof, but I'm not, I'm shy. I never know what to say to people, yet if the topic is right I can keep up with the best of them. I'm even shy in a chat room, I think who would be interested in what I have to say so I lurk and read what others write. I do better with instant messages, one on one dialogue...I just wish I was more outgoing. I do like people and will do everything I can for those in need, it is just the talking that does me in. Maybe I should work in the return or complaint department at a large outlet store? That may cure me...lol