Nothing 4 Nothing

I've spent a good deal of time today thinking about life. How the presence of some people are invaluable to me, how others I can do without. How much strength and support I receive from a few...how others just take and take and when I have no more to give them they vanish from my life. How some people have good souls, wise souls and a right state of mind, how others are just plain mean. How three simple words 'I love you" with emotion are always the hardest to say. Some people say I love you what seems like in every sentence, to them it is like telling you to have a nice day, but others say it with their heart...you instantly know the difference. Words with out action are meaningless. I was thinking how much I value truth, that lying to protect me or yourself is never the right thing to do. I was thinking that all my worrying about things won't change anything, not the future or the past. I must make the first step no matter how hard that may me...and that is so difficult to do.