Tuesday, February 21, 2006
How Much Longer?....
Nightmares about my demise are becoming frightful to say the least. First it was the dream in where I told everyone I would die this year...and now last night I could smell death in my dream. When my Dad was in the hospital dying of cancer at the age of 52 I could smell the odor of death in his room, but at the time I didn't know what it was. Several years ago my elderly Auntie died and her hospital room had the same odor. Last night in my nightmare I could smell the same scent, it is an odor I can't describe, it is peculiar in between foul and sweet. Anyhow, I could smell this smell last night and in my nightmare, I recognized it as the smell of death, and in my dream I searched the room and I was the only person in it and I said to myself...it's me, I'm the one who is going to die! I woke up...but the thought remains with me. Someone on tv said a person knows when it is their time...what am I suppose to do? I have so many questions about the "other side" maybe I'll soon know the answers.
On a lighter note I bought K's birthday gifts and will get the package ready for mailing. I wanted to buy more fuzzy yarn so I can knit some scarves, but the store was sold out.
The Olympic coverage last night had me fit to be tied, they get building up the love/hate relationship between the Italian ice dance skaters and when it was their turn to skate the tv went black...no picture not sound for 15 minutes. I was a real let down when they resumed coverage the Italians had already skated. I wanted to know how this little soap opera on ice ended...dang it.
I guess I will close now and ponder about things....
On a lighter note I bought K's birthday gifts and will get the package ready for mailing. I wanted to buy more fuzzy yarn so I can knit some scarves, but the store was sold out.
The Olympic coverage last night had me fit to be tied, they get building up the love/hate relationship between the Italian ice dance skaters and when it was their turn to skate the tv went black...no picture not sound for 15 minutes. I was a real let down when they resumed coverage the Italians had already skated. I wanted to know how this little soap opera on ice ended...dang it.
I guess I will close now and ponder about things....