Monday, January 30, 2006
Sad Again....
"Beverly Hills theres where I want to be...
Take my picture by the pool....
Beverly Hills theres where I want to stay..."
(Beverly Hills - Weezer)
I want to be anywhere but here, be anyone but me, that is how I feel today...I'm tired of nothing going right in my life, tired of people, tired of trying to make other people happy, tired of everything. So just back off and don't ask me how my day went, ok? Thanks. No matter what I do it turns out wrong, no matter how much I will think things out I make the wrong decisions, no matter how hard I try I loose. I've come to the point where I don't know what to do anymore. Why do some people have all the luck? How do they do that? Is there some secret in the cosmos that I know nothing about? No one cares, I honestly believe that, I guess I've never learned that in this world it's every man for himself...and I don't know how to live that way. I always put everyone else ahead of me and my feelings...but no one appreciates it, they just expect it.
# posted by sunflower @ 4:49 PM 
