Nothing 4 Nothing

The fog this morning was thick as pea soup. I am really mad at myself because sometimes I resent other peoples good luck. I act as if I am happy for them but deep down inside I'm not.

I am trying to go with the flow..but damn it's hard sometimes. Remember what they sang on Hee Haw a trillion years ago "if it weren't for bad luck I'd have no luck at all" that describes me. I know there are people who are worst off, and I should be content with what I have...I'll tell you it's easier said then done. I wish I was happy and worry free. The last time I felt that way I think I was 10 years old and I've never had the feeling since. I tend to worry about the future, something we don't have any control over. A friend tells me 'there are only 2 answers to every question, yes and no, if the answer is yes you don't need to worry, if the answer is no you asked another question..." I guess that is logic, a trait I must lack. I have to go online to find the logical facts about what happened on the tv show Lost that I just watched. Oh well, just leave me alone at my self induced pity party....and don't forget tomorrow is Friday the 13th....