Nothing 4 Nothing

'If it wasn't for bad news...I'd have no news at all' as the old Hee Haw song stated. The bad news is that my car needs a rebuilt engine, the cost of which will deplete my savings account. Needless to say I am depressed. I wish I was a bird so I could fly away somewhere...I am so tired of worries, and trying to find solutions, I'm tired of everything. I have lost some much in recent months, my mom, my job, now my car....I don't know what to do. Maybe some ideas will come to me by Monday....in the meantime I will stress out...and cry in my beer for a few hours. :-(