Nothing 4 Nothing

The Drama Queen phoned me, it's been a month....and I was doing good. After her call I felt like all my energy was zapped from me. I wish I knew what it was...this strange sensation I get anytime I talk to her and even just reading her emails. Anyhow, a for sale sign went up in front of the house across the street...I knew it....they didn't tell anyone they were moving.
R was suppose to let me know for sure if I did or did not have a ride to the wedding on Saturday..as usual, I did not hear a word. I wrote one whole page of a letter to K...a real snail mail letter not the email stuff. I owe so many snail mails...I just don't feel like writing. Speaking of emails I got a message from M in Italy today and he told me he was "moody like a woman" lol. M did write me a long and nice message, he wants to chat again, IM, only he is on MSN and I Yahoo. Maybe I can get M to download Yahoo, cuz I don't want to try to download anything new, because my computer always freezes and I end up with nada! I am starting to feel depressed again tonight, worrying about the future...that i why I am blogging and messing around here. Trying to keep my mind from thinking, you'd think that would be easy to do....pero....lol