Nothing 4 Nothing

Only 102 today....a nothing day...Sam woke me up before 6AM barking, he didn't want to go outside he just wanted to play. I crawled back in bed. Yawn. R called again after 9PM and foolishly I answered the phone, it is my own fault because I never learn. R didn't actually talk to me R was fiddling around with computer and gave me half sentences and half questions...annoying. I miss out doing what I intended to do...for what? I may just leave the phone off the hook when I don't want to be bothered. If I let the machine answer R calls around to everyone I know asking where I went etc. It is a no win situation....unless maybe I tell R the truth, but that is just to easy. lol Sorry I complain so much...but I can do what I want on my blog....right? I need to feel that I am in control of something, because my life as it is seems to be spinning out of control and I feel so helpless.