Nothing 4 Nothing

The Dull Report...that is what I should have named this blog. I haven't felt up to par the past few days, don't know why...don't really care why. It must have hit about 87 degrees here this afternoon. Aunt M's gravesite service was this morning. The priest was 45 minutes late, he said someone called his office yesterday and cancelled. No one knows who did that...weird.
He said his prayers and everyone tossed roses from Aunt M's garden on top of the casket, and when they hit the roses made a strange metallic clunk sound. Maybe that was Aunt M's last good-bye? The priest who looked about 85 years old voice sounded almost like Aunt M. It is all to strange. Afterwards everyone ate at a nice Italian restaurant a few blocks away from the cemetery and gave a toast to the deceased as Italian music played in the back ground, she would have loved that. It is difficult to say good bye to a loved one even when knowing for months her time was nearing. I feel a loss and a emptiness inside me...but that is life we live and we die and nature takes its course. RIP-MH God bless and watch over you.