Nothing 4 Nothing

I've never told anyone this, but I hate to look at myself in the mirror. Ever since I was little I have been only able to give myself quick glances in the mirror, it is like the face looking back at me is someone I don't know, and not me. It has even been scary sometimes to look at myself.
It is not that I am ugly or gross or anything like that, I am what anyone would call average looking, so that is not why I fear my reflection. I think perhaps my subconscious remembers my past life and has not adjusted to my current face. I would like to know if anyone else has ever felt like this. Renewed my drivers license today, when that national drivers license comes to law, it will really be a hassle, needing 4 documents to verify who you are...good grief. I believe we are
living in Orwell's "1984" now and things will slowly but surely get worst.