Nothing 4 Nothing

I was in a dept. store today and got a good look at myself in a 3-way mirror...I saw nothing to like about myself. I became more depressed then I was this weekend, and all I wanted was to go home. I hate mirrors and photographs of myself. I hate myself big time. Funny how something like that can ruin my day. I have always felt that I was just taking up space on this planet, there is no reason for me to exist..and my mirror image confirmed that. Anyway...R came over for awhile, told me E got a job transfer to Hawaii, I forgot which island, he works for FedEx. City crew returned at 7AM and started drilling holes again..its lovely to wake up to the sounds of jack hammers. Hope the rest of the week will be better than today.